Dear family and friends,
Last night I got on my computer and typed a long blog to you. Right before I sent it out my elbow hit the kep pad and took the whole thing out. I was so upset. This is the kind of stuff that gives me anxiety and doesn't help me sleep. I will warn you now I am having a hard time with making my typing and words go together. My mouth can speak it but I can't spell it right...so please sound it out or this will take me forever!
Calvin and I found a new man that has a wonderful treatment system. We went to Salt Lake and met wil him over 3 days. He has his PhD as a Chemist. He has 2 machines and also provides injections. He sent us home with his Ozone (oxygen) machine that I use 3 times a day. It is very important to have lots of oxygen. My diet is alot like I have been on previously. He told me that I had to be detoxed before we started so I spent all of last week doing that and going through colonics like I did when I was first diagnosed. He told me that no medication could be taken. They would interfere with the program, so I got off my seizure pills and my hormones. I was a little nervous. I feel so much better being off them. Calvin has been working in his office at home a little more to make sure I'm ok. I had 3 mini-seizures. Nothing very big. I am not driving right now...again but it is worth it to stop taking the pills and have faith. It makes me happy. Many of you I'm sure think I am crazy, but it gives me hope and motivation to have a new program and someone new to work with that is not going to look at radiation, chemo, gamma knife, or surgery. A new option and I am a believer in the program and also this man. I go on line to my "Back-office" and log in the results for the day. He calls me throughout the day. I need to keep trying new approaches to beat the cancer.
He has cured many people from not only cancer but many diseases. All this can be adminstered at home. Thank you for your prayers and love. I feel them daily. I'll try to update my blog more often as I get more energy.
I love you all!
A NEW DIMENSION TO FAITH
When some new pain pieces my life
Rebellion begins to cry,
"God knew this would come and He approved"
But wait, long ago - so did I.
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Good Evening!
Hello to many of our loved ones. My typing is off and so is my spelling as we go through this together. I don't dare leave this page cause I am not sure I can get back to it.
I had a third gamma knife that caused a lot of swell and they thought my tumurs were bleeding. I was having mini-sieziers again. They put me on steriods...not a good feeling but they have improved may moter skills. I go over to Seattle within the next 2 weeks to have another MRI, check the brain size and shape and then go from there.
I going to end this now because I want to write a ending for us to all think about.
I have realized an important thing to remember is that your thoughtsare always creating your reality. It's up to us to be in charge or our thoughts, and consciously create a reality that is fulfilly. The alternativeis a relity that is unconscious and haphazard. It's always our choice. Complement your affirmations by starting your day positively. When you wake up imagine your spiritual crew of angelic support is present in your room waiting to meet with with you. Ask for their assists....bring you ideas of what you want, help you connect with like-minded people, help you be aware of your importance. Set an intention to partner with the LORD in creating a wonderful life. It can happen quickly.
I love you all. Thanks for your thoughts and prayers. Know that I am thinking of you.
I had a third gamma knife that caused a lot of swell and they thought my tumurs were bleeding. I was having mini-sieziers again. They put me on steriods...not a good feeling but they have improved may moter skills. I go over to Seattle within the next 2 weeks to have another MRI, check the brain size and shape and then go from there.
I going to end this now because I want to write a ending for us to all think about.
I have realized an important thing to remember is that your thoughtsare always creating your reality. It's up to us to be in charge or our thoughts, and consciously create a reality that is fulfilly. The alternativeis a relity that is unconscious and haphazard. It's always our choice. Complement your affirmations by starting your day positively. When you wake up imagine your spiritual crew of angelic support is present in your room waiting to meet with with you. Ask for their assists....bring you ideas of what you want, help you connect with like-minded people, help you be aware of your importance. Set an intention to partner with the LORD in creating a wonderful life. It can happen quickly.
I love you all. Thanks for your thoughts and prayers. Know that I am thinking of you.
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Scan in Seattle
Beautiful walk this morning. I thought for a week or so that Spring had missed Wenatchee but the wind is gone today and the temp. is nice and warm enough for me finally.
My scan was not as good as we were hoping. There are 7 tumors total and no swelling. (They kinda' skip over the good stuff) The one tumor they have been watching behind my left ear continues to be 'mad' as they call it. It was 10mm in January and measures 15mm now. They want me to have a CT scan to make sure nothing has shown up in my organs by now and then do another Gamma Knife. The CT scans of course, put 100 times the amount of radiation in your body and we are concerned about having another crazy doze of that. They don't want to do a Gamma Knife on me until I have one.
Calvin has done alot of reach for us and has me doing everything possible to be successful without the radiation and chemo. We are trying to decide if we should wait another month, have another Brain scan with Rockhill and see if the tumor has continued to grow with some of the new protocols we are now adding to my program. If it has, then we will go to Garrison for the CT scan and move to the Gamma Knife. What a difficult thing this is. I feel your prayers. Most days I feel postive and hopeful and then there is days of totally losing it. I am doing my best.
I love the Lord and blessings he continues to send to our family and also to you and yours.
I know everyone has trials and I sincerely mean this...I am not the worst. I think of all of you and want you to know I love you.
"Scatter Sunshine" - Hymn #230
In a world where sorrow ever will be known
Where are found the needy and the sad and lone,
How much joy and comfort you can all bestow,
If you scatter sunshine everywhere you go.
Slightest actions often meet the sorest needs
For the world wants daily little kindy deeds.
Oh, what care and sorrow you may help remove,
With your songs and courage, sympathy and love.
When the days are gloomy, sing some happy song;
Meet the world's repining with a courage strong.
Go with faith undaunted thru the ills of life;
Scatter smiles and sunshine o're itstoil and strife.
Scatter sunshine all along your way.
Cheer and bless and brighten every passing day!
Janae
My scan was not as good as we were hoping. There are 7 tumors total and no swelling. (They kinda' skip over the good stuff) The one tumor they have been watching behind my left ear continues to be 'mad' as they call it. It was 10mm in January and measures 15mm now. They want me to have a CT scan to make sure nothing has shown up in my organs by now and then do another Gamma Knife. The CT scans of course, put 100 times the amount of radiation in your body and we are concerned about having another crazy doze of that. They don't want to do a Gamma Knife on me until I have one.
Calvin has done alot of reach for us and has me doing everything possible to be successful without the radiation and chemo. We are trying to decide if we should wait another month, have another Brain scan with Rockhill and see if the tumor has continued to grow with some of the new protocols we are now adding to my program. If it has, then we will go to Garrison for the CT scan and move to the Gamma Knife. What a difficult thing this is. I feel your prayers. Most days I feel postive and hopeful and then there is days of totally losing it. I am doing my best.
I love the Lord and blessings he continues to send to our family and also to you and yours.
I know everyone has trials and I sincerely mean this...I am not the worst. I think of all of you and want you to know I love you.
"Scatter Sunshine" - Hymn #230
In a world where sorrow ever will be known
Where are found the needy and the sad and lone,
How much joy and comfort you can all bestow,
If you scatter sunshine everywhere you go.
Slightest actions often meet the sorest needs
For the world wants daily little kindy deeds.
Oh, what care and sorrow you may help remove,
With your songs and courage, sympathy and love.
When the days are gloomy, sing some happy song;
Meet the world's repining with a courage strong.
Go with faith undaunted thru the ills of life;
Scatter smiles and sunshine o're itstoil and strife.
Scatter sunshine all along your way.
Cheer and bless and brighten every passing day!
Janae
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