Good morning to all of you!
I know it's time for me to get on my blog. A new goal for 2012! I will be on once a month. I have wanted to write every week. December was full of Jud and Melissa's wedding, all our kids came home for it, of course and then Christmas came 2 days later. It was wonderful to have our house filled with "home."
My health has been up and down. New Year's Eve I was not feeling well. I could not talk. Calvin took me to the hospital. I was there almost 3 days. A great way to bring in the New Year. My nasty tumor, I have given the name "Charlie", had my brain inflamed everywhere and was causing it to bleed. My doctor in town was on call. He came up to the hospital, very concerned. He wanted to put us a helicopter and have brain surgury the next morning in SEATTLE. Calvin explained that we were doing some other treatments that was most likly causing my problems. He wasn't a fan of all this but that's alright. He wanted all the details. Calvin told him that it was not approved by the FDA. I told him that when you are fighting for your life you have to hit all the options. I don't think the medical doctors are use to or happy with people making their own decisions. They gave me 6 weeks. I just hit my 2 and half years last Wednesday.......thanks to our Heavenly Father. He has continued to bless and answer all our prayers.
Calvin and I went to Seattle to talk to Dr. Rockhill. He is the specialists over Radiation, Chemo. and my Gamma Knife. Dr. Chamberlin is the brain surgene. (I know all my spelling is not right, but this takes a while for me to type.) Dr. Chamberlin told me that he thought I was doing pretty good and no surgery now anyway. It would most likly give me a stroke or take away my speech and reading paths. They do the surgury while you are awake so you can answer their questions on what places they are cutting out are responding. We left Seattle happy and blessed to know it all well as good as expected. I am not a fan of steriods but see how they help. I was on a big dose for 11 days, down to 3 for 3 days and now on 2 a day. I will most likly stay on them off and on evey 2 weeks until the sweeling and bleeding in the scans are better. When they showed us the scans on Wednesday, I could not believe how clear my brain looked! It has very little white tumurs everywhere. I wanted to cry! It you do that, the doctors think you are in depression! Some days I am! Don"t go back for 2 months!!!!
No snow in Wenatchee. We need some! I have decided to keep my Christmas decorations up all year! They are alot of works for me to put up...expecially alone. They make me happy and fill my house up. What will everyone say now? I have very little company out here anyway so I think the noution of my craziness will not matter.
Time to get some laundry going. I thank you for all your cards, prayers that I continue to feel in my brain and heart. Also from those of you who deliver my oxygen water. Also my beautiful qoutes you leave in my living room with your visits. You are loved!
Oh, May My Soul Commune with Thee - Hymn
Oh, may my soul commune with thee
And find thy holy peace;
From worldly care and pain of fear,
Please bring me sweet release.
Oh, bless me when I worship thee
To keep my heart in tune,
That I may hear thy still, small voice,
And, thy sweet spirit find.
Lord, grant me thy abiding Love
And make my turmoil cease.
Oh, may my soul commune with thee
And find thy holy peace.
HAVE A WONDERFUL MONTH!
Friday, January 13, 2012
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
A NEW TREATMENT!
Dear family and friends,
Last night I got on my computer and typed a long blog to you. Right before I sent it out my elbow hit the kep pad and took the whole thing out. I was so upset. This is the kind of stuff that gives me anxiety and doesn't help me sleep. I will warn you now I am having a hard time with making my typing and words go together. My mouth can speak it but I can't spell it right...so please sound it out or this will take me forever!
Calvin and I found a new man that has a wonderful treatment system. We went to Salt Lake and met wil him over 3 days. He has his PhD as a Chemist. He has 2 machines and also provides injections. He sent us home with his Ozone (oxygen) machine that I use 3 times a day. It is very important to have lots of oxygen. My diet is alot like I have been on previously. He told me that I had to be detoxed before we started so I spent all of last week doing that and going through colonics like I did when I was first diagnosed. He told me that no medication could be taken. They would interfere with the program, so I got off my seizure pills and my hormones. I was a little nervous. I feel so much better being off them. Calvin has been working in his office at home a little more to make sure I'm ok. I had 3 mini-seizures. Nothing very big. I am not driving right now...again but it is worth it to stop taking the pills and have faith. It makes me happy. Many of you I'm sure think I am crazy, but it gives me hope and motivation to have a new program and someone new to work with that is not going to look at radiation, chemo, gamma knife, or surgery. A new option and I am a believer in the program and also this man. I go on line to my "Back-office" and log in the results for the day. He calls me throughout the day. I need to keep trying new approaches to beat the cancer.
He has cured many people from not only cancer but many diseases. All this can be adminstered at home. Thank you for your prayers and love. I feel them daily. I'll try to update my blog more often as I get more energy.
I love you all!
A NEW DIMENSION TO FAITH
When some new pain pieces my life
Rebellion begins to cry,
"God knew this would come and He approved"
But wait, long ago - so did I.
Last night I got on my computer and typed a long blog to you. Right before I sent it out my elbow hit the kep pad and took the whole thing out. I was so upset. This is the kind of stuff that gives me anxiety and doesn't help me sleep. I will warn you now I am having a hard time with making my typing and words go together. My mouth can speak it but I can't spell it right...so please sound it out or this will take me forever!
Calvin and I found a new man that has a wonderful treatment system. We went to Salt Lake and met wil him over 3 days. He has his PhD as a Chemist. He has 2 machines and also provides injections. He sent us home with his Ozone (oxygen) machine that I use 3 times a day. It is very important to have lots of oxygen. My diet is alot like I have been on previously. He told me that I had to be detoxed before we started so I spent all of last week doing that and going through colonics like I did when I was first diagnosed. He told me that no medication could be taken. They would interfere with the program, so I got off my seizure pills and my hormones. I was a little nervous. I feel so much better being off them. Calvin has been working in his office at home a little more to make sure I'm ok. I had 3 mini-seizures. Nothing very big. I am not driving right now...again but it is worth it to stop taking the pills and have faith. It makes me happy. Many of you I'm sure think I am crazy, but it gives me hope and motivation to have a new program and someone new to work with that is not going to look at radiation, chemo, gamma knife, or surgery. A new option and I am a believer in the program and also this man. I go on line to my "Back-office" and log in the results for the day. He calls me throughout the day. I need to keep trying new approaches to beat the cancer.
He has cured many people from not only cancer but many diseases. All this can be adminstered at home. Thank you for your prayers and love. I feel them daily. I'll try to update my blog more often as I get more energy.
I love you all!
A NEW DIMENSION TO FAITH
When some new pain pieces my life
Rebellion begins to cry,
"God knew this would come and He approved"
But wait, long ago - so did I.
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Good Evening!
Hello to many of our loved ones. My typing is off and so is my spelling as we go through this together. I don't dare leave this page cause I am not sure I can get back to it.
I had a third gamma knife that caused a lot of swell and they thought my tumurs were bleeding. I was having mini-sieziers again. They put me on steriods...not a good feeling but they have improved may moter skills. I go over to Seattle within the next 2 weeks to have another MRI, check the brain size and shape and then go from there.
I going to end this now because I want to write a ending for us to all think about.
I have realized an important thing to remember is that your thoughtsare always creating your reality. It's up to us to be in charge or our thoughts, and consciously create a reality that is fulfilly. The alternativeis a relity that is unconscious and haphazard. It's always our choice. Complement your affirmations by starting your day positively. When you wake up imagine your spiritual crew of angelic support is present in your room waiting to meet with with you. Ask for their assists....bring you ideas of what you want, help you connect with like-minded people, help you be aware of your importance. Set an intention to partner with the LORD in creating a wonderful life. It can happen quickly.
I love you all. Thanks for your thoughts and prayers. Know that I am thinking of you.
I had a third gamma knife that caused a lot of swell and they thought my tumurs were bleeding. I was having mini-sieziers again. They put me on steriods...not a good feeling but they have improved may moter skills. I go over to Seattle within the next 2 weeks to have another MRI, check the brain size and shape and then go from there.
I going to end this now because I want to write a ending for us to all think about.
I have realized an important thing to remember is that your thoughtsare always creating your reality. It's up to us to be in charge or our thoughts, and consciously create a reality that is fulfilly. The alternativeis a relity that is unconscious and haphazard. It's always our choice. Complement your affirmations by starting your day positively. When you wake up imagine your spiritual crew of angelic support is present in your room waiting to meet with with you. Ask for their assists....bring you ideas of what you want, help you connect with like-minded people, help you be aware of your importance. Set an intention to partner with the LORD in creating a wonderful life. It can happen quickly.
I love you all. Thanks for your thoughts and prayers. Know that I am thinking of you.
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