Tuesday, May 31, 2011

ANOTHER SCAN

It's afternoon. My nap is over and I feel like I have some energy. That is a good thing because I go to Seattle tomorrow and those are always long days for us. It has been a while since I have been over there. I haven't seen Dr. Garrision here in Wenatchee since Oct. He told me to call him if I needed to....what does that mean? It has been almost 4 months I think since I have been to Seattle. I had an appointment last month and Calvin felt that since I was doing alright that we could push it pack a month which is tomorrow. Who is my main doctor? I believe his name is Dr. Calvin G. White. I know he is fighting the most for me so I will continue to prayer for inspiration for the both of us. I once aggain ask for your prayers also. You are the ones that seem to ask me the most how I am doing. I can't begin to start on each of you and what you mean to me..you cards, phone calls, e-mails,travels from California and Colorado. M family just finished the Bergeson reunion in Moses Lake this last week. A bit cold but just the right spirit for my week.

I do have some concerns that Calvins tells me not to worry about but with cancer there seems to be questions all the time. Each cramp in my body makes me question. When I feel dizzy or light headed, I question. My balance seems too have gotten worse. I had a wonderful March but April and May have been tough. I do believe I let my schedule from the past come out and it slowly reminds me who is in charge. My hair is slowly getting thin again.....I AM HERE AND HAPPY! I know the sleep and desire to have my daily nap will always be there. They say is one of the things cancer is fancy for.

I will continue to fight and say no more often and yes to things I enjoy one the good days whatever they may be. I will be back on here to give my results to you. Thanks again for your visits, smiles when I see you and your love.


Hymn #130
Be thou humble in thy weakness and the Lord thy God shall lead thee
Shall lead thee by the hand and give thee answer to thy prayers.
Be thou humble in thy pleading, and the Lord thy God shall bless thee
Shall bless thee with a sweet and calm assurance that he cares.

Be thou humble in thy calling, and the Lord thy God shall teach thee
To serve his children gladly with a pure and gentle love.
Be thou humble in thy longing, and the Lord thy God shall take thee,
Shall take thee home at last to ever dwell with him above.