Sunday, April 1, 2012

A Wonderful Sabbath!

Today was the General Conference of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. We have the bless of hearing the Prophet of the church and some of the Apostles. It happen every 6 months. The other months we hear from them through the church magazines that come out once a month. It makes me very humble and teary eyed. I feel so much love for the Lord. It reminds me of the love the Savior has for me and you! Each day is such a speical blessing.
I love my dad and mom so very much. It's wonderful to have a great childhood, great brothers...Randee, Keith and Brett. My sisters Nancy and Shauna. How I treasure them. My husband Calvin, has been such a blessing...having our children, Stacia, Jared, Bergen, Monique, Judson and Colton. Each so different and dear to my heart. I pray for each one of them daily and their spouses and children. I am so thankful they have testimonies, love going to the temple and are working on a wonderful family and life together.

We did not have much of a winter, no much snow at all. The day's have been cool and windy a bit but some beautiful sunshine. We should be moving into Spring. I hope I feel well enough to do some work outside. I have missed the yard work.

Let me tell you about my laters appt. It was in Seattle on the 14th. My MRI was good. The tumor that in on my left side behide my eye has not grown, could even be a tiny bit smaller. The problem is that the unflamation has grown. It started last June as 18mm, went to 24, then 36mm, and had grown on the 14th to 41mm. Not the tumor but up and around it. The doctors may think that it could be from treatments. Also the center of the back of my brain skull is partially pushed to the side. Mostly likly from radiation and cheme. I have to concider that it is a pretty good report. They gave me a perc. for steriods again. That is so so bad for your body. Things I have studied and asked Leona says "NO." We got the steriods. I decided that I had to pray about it first. After 3 days it was "don't do it." I talked to Leona and she is sending some Herb that is from plants. I will get it on Tuesday. I also have 12 over herbs to start up on. I got back on my Stem Cell that I was on for 5 months when I was diognoices (sp). Leona told me if would be wonderful for me to get back of it. Tuesday I did and throw up for 2 hours, Saturday the same thing so she sent me the new Stem Cell that just came out. I took it yesterday along with a bunch of food, same as on Tuesday and Saturday....so sick. I need to have it in my brain but it is not my friend..co no more of that. It's all very tough. I am trying. I know the Lord will help me if I am suppose to win this fight.

We are going to Bergen and Jason's for Easter. Calvin wants to get out for a couple of days...so It is also Jada's birthday. She is turning 3 on April 11 so we will party on carrots and broillo for me.

I wish you a wonderful Easter. Remember our Heavenly Father. Always say your prayers and know that I pray for all of you. I appreicate your prays for me too!

JANAE

From my mom:
"BLESS MY UNBELIEF"